Just like any other students in Indonesia, I have to take the final examination. In my case, I have finished up my thesis first before the examination. My thesis due date on May 30th. And the examination will be held on June 2008. 

There’s only a month away from now. But I don’t feel like to study. I don’t know why I feel so lazy. I have to read those big books, a lot of them. 

Today I plan to read 100 pages a day and starting today. But, until this time, I haven’t finished even a page. I just keep saying that I have to read the book, but my brain not obey the order. It’s so hard to tell my body to do things that I should do.